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jimmy
(Hi No. 1174245)
when the time is over it time to cry. when i sit here at nigth i can't stop thinking about life. i just don't no why is life so fuck up all i do is sit around here cry in side wornder if my life is over sometime i sit here thinking about some wonderful thing's at happen in my life i'm just happy at those thing's happen to me. Why i sit here fuck up my life more i need stop look into my life before i lose everthing. i just don't no why people got to be fake in this world as i sit here cry for help there ain't no one here at can feel me. I need to sit down look in to the ligth and seeing what i got going so good. will i just got stop playing this game with my self becouse life ain't a game anymore .i tried cry out dad i just wish u was here to help me becouse all i doing is kill my self just want wake and look in to my life and cry ,because i can see how bad i'm fucking up because just felt like afthe u left me i just give up now im starting see life after all this time at u aint coming back .i can see what u want me to do i life at this live or dream's and keep u happy . yes i know i been pretty fuck up i no i need wake and looking at my love one at i have in my life . i know if u was here u will kick my ass im so sorry dad but i do love u . ya u might say fuck me because the shit u seeing what can i do i just sick of the shit at going on with with my life u no i been try help my self but i guess i m a fuck up now i need think about who love me i just scared at i lose my self but it ain't all about me anymore wish u as here ,
