GS :Personally I think you look just fine the way you are and your beautiful. However I think that's great that you want to better yourself, be healthy and feel good about yourself it's an awesome feeling so hope to be apart of your journey. I'm also trying to lose weight I was originally 300lbs I got down to 210 then gained a little, but my goal is to be in the 100's and eventually (attempt) a marathon Lol see ya632w